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The mind is terrible thing to waste but yet is all powerful. That is the hidden truth! No wonder why this chaotic world smash positive and negatives with each other like unknown particles of the unseen space. The negativity can be contagious to the mind and attract profanity and violence like a gun and spear. Better yet to battle cry your way through by any means to be positive, persistent and acknowledge your own existence!

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on 08/08/2017 by Fastjames007

A dark night of the soul arises from the ashes to the healing of Phoenix. Self affirm and be transformed by renewing the mind in repentance with understanding of lies have been told and built upon to crush. A soul awakened with tweaked mind is nothing to be trifled with!

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Reconnect to Earth

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , on 07/18/2017 by Fastjames007


I been know that we, human beings, are responsible of the planet as we are not right now. We have been domesticated by technology that make our lives easier and ever more lazier. Have we noticed that the laziness come from the lack of energy from disconnecting ourselves from the source? The source that I’m talking about is planet earth with all its elements of nature and the knowledge of applying by touch, feeling and understanding nature. Currently we are at our lower selves which is our carnal desires along with one of evils called sloth. Sloth is one of the laziest sin that make us forget the source that is really important to our sanity and health. We go to work under the illusion that it’s right way. We must fight our lower selves and bring it to the spiritual plane where’s it’s free of materialism and the idea to work for unattainable ones. Then we get lazy and procrastinate because we have to work. It should not be the case because there are beings responsible for the destruction and disconnection of this planet in a way to manipulate our suffereings. This planet is an intelligent being as one in a whole while we are the collective consciousness that is negative. Apparently our common sense and consciousness is nothing good to begin with. In order to re-connect ourselves back to the planet, we must do the opposite and go back to the old ways of living to place our soles in some elements such as water and earth to mediate. Then we can find our true home within ourselves in heaven. Heaven is a place that starts from within as we know it from our collective conscious! We can change the misconception of laziness to the door of mediating in peace without having to work for it. Yea some of us might think we need to work make our clothes and use our brains to build a primitive technology. Thats how we started because we relied on our selves without the spirit and being banned from our God-sense when the original sin kicked in. However it’s something that we have to fight for and figure our way back to depend on the right things to evolve effectively. We are nothing without spirit with the nature. Right now we are relying the nature to survive with our brains but not the spirit. Get my drift? We are more than beings. We could hover in the air, fly to places that we couldn’t travel without harming the nature, develop some clairvoyance to telephone without harmful sound waves disrupting how we feel and sense things and so forth.

Libra Pink Moon

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 04/11/2017 by Fastjames007

So Virgo Amethyst is back still at it again with astronomical information. I don’t place my faith under the stars but it’s a worth a read when it has positive affirmations. Well what you should know about it? It’s pink up up there! It’s very well well unlikely indeed link to Syria bombing attacks and spiritual change everywhere in relationships. I myself didn’t realize this energy shift go with the pink moon that will come beginning on April 11 until May. Who knows? Little did I know that April is the beginning of seasons and renewal of all things. That’s why I like about it. Be the newer person. April month should be celebrated as new year anyway! So anyway in speaking of pink moon energy shift in Libra, my lunar sign is Leo and it’s perfect time to ensure order and justice among peers. So this is a journal entry that I shall continue.

At work, I’ve noticed one of my friend wanted to know me so bad. I’m assuming he’s just being a friend, playing games with me. First he caught up in a aguement with one of my distant cousin who is my fellow worker also. That guy was about to go off as if he was about to exchange fist with my fellow cousin. I had to go there to mediate the situation just because I’m curious and these two were close to me. If they were nobody I could relate to, I rather ignore and mind my business. That’s common sense of not sticking nose in ones business that possibly would either get mentally scarred or lose an eye. But I went up there soothe things out as they find me cool get along with and then later do work like supposed to without losing job in the process. I wanted everyone to be cool with each other. While things were winding down as if we get along as trees growing among other trees, I went each one individually and then either one told and look at me cool after they reconciled issues between themselves. End of journal entry.

That when pink moon in Libra came to mind. Could it be affecting my interactions with others? Libra is the Scale of Justice. Will some certain person be judged whose mind could either with or against me? In speaking of the individual who’s cool with me, could be playing games with me as if I’m a weak, enclosing details of myself as I’m trying to be a friend. That person could be packed with experience as others are attempting to know me when I’m a rarely a friendly person. Maybe heard the talks from others that was either negatively or positively told on me. So my friend is in the play because of that, a bold hearty move.  Now my lunar sign with this pink moon will play along and will be able to catch it. They shall be awestruck because I’m not that naive as I charge up my crystals tonight for major cleansing and mental strength to be unmoved by stupidity and to slice through BS like butter! 

 

Sticky Situation of Injustice

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 03/21/2017 by Fastjames007

Nowadays as the age catches up in the prime of maturity. You no longer engage with the silliness of youth. Yet employ bits of it for one is in solitude or there is one has a bit of extroversion but yet perceived overall introversion to be a “friend”. Friend don’t mean nothing. Could be anything with good or sinister behind it. It won’t be understood. We don’t want to bother. Our self-control break to bother the pain we are currently having such as jealousy or the hurt of what others have caused to get where they want or need to be. We look at what we don’t have and forgot what we have to build upon. There could be unfinished business to be taken care of whether it be improving your image to the standard of what you want individually. That’s a step and a daunting challenge. As much you know in the minds of others as they speak ill of you and gossip behind your back, there are certain few who is stuck with you, knowing who you are. They may be using you. It’s always got to be something benefits them once they know a little about you, nitpicking of weakness quietly in mind. Thus telling about too much yourself may do harm than telling a little and then wind up as a scapegoat.

Since this my blog I’m happy to share my encounter with a percilar person who came up to me with a farcade of a good woman as I am advoidant and unable to fall in her whims with intellect. Everyone is different with their own agenda and born with ways we cannot comprehend. There are broken few that we should be cautious about because what is broken should be left alone. As challenging as that person is, temptation was evident. I could see the sickness of a person had gone through games that we all play and get hurt in the process by looks alone. I shall not be the rebound, the revenge person with one whose mind is upon another deemed worse rather than my own. I do my thing in my terms which I’m a man enough to say that I should have someone soly on me and no one else matter. Then she said..

If you want it, you have to work for it!

WHAT! To work for it? As if one is God’s gift to mankind, I’m that needy and oh so dire in need for some company. I have a job that is physically demanding with no kids. I love myself no matter what situations and consequences may happen. If it wasn’t meant for me then it wasn’t! As for that person, I am being rubbed in all ways as I get stronger emotionally when I am grateful to have this experience of how games are played and get stuck when the heart isn’t immune to everything. What the heart can do and is indeed willing as it is being rubbed everywhere like friction, charged up to the game? Making unagreeable MFs fold at the height of my genuine savagery! There’s no need for me to make a person feel some way as I stand steadfast in the pinnacle of games! Who is the stupid one? You tell me!


This picture implies to an Aries whom I’m seeing from time to time for messing with the Virgo Amethyst! 

Grisly World of Horrors

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , on 03/15/2017 by Fastjames007

As I sit and write this blog, killing the boredom. I come to find there is no place like horrors. It’s a necessity to fuel the excitement as we adore and celebrate fear!

This woman here portrays as a ghost of the boat. Could be a criuse of yesterday when it had sunken in the middle of the motherland’s stolen ocean. 

Everybody pays. Everybody suffers. Thought the boy with blood all over his face, which implicate that he could have been bullied. Perhaps it could be other way around to witness the hands of sin.

This man sitting on the corner for his enjoyment under the mask of a demon. What deceit and mischief he have upon his knee? Waiting to trip for his own amusement.

This is no ordinary drawf as you see in the street. No one want to befriend a freak. Yet he has bitter hatred of where the world really belongs to.

His eyes are the window of the soul to spook and bring chills to the spine when holding dollars of one country for the exchange of heavy drugs. There’s no cure beyond the gate of hell.

I is hungry. Saith the woman of cannibalism. There are men cheating. There are assholes delightful to eat. Wrath no fury as the woman scorned when ugly is indeed the beauty.

Could it be envious to the oppressor of capitalism when ritual of sacrifice is the norm behind closed doors on the fields. Spilled blood in the name of moolah to stay atop and eat.

Marriage defines this union which is prevalent in the society when one man is in touch of his demons from experience to attract. No woman wants a man to coward under the belly of the beast that symbolizes change.


There’s a creep among in the streets. The mind perceive what it cannot when there could be anyone. Always living and beware in fear as twisted it may seem.

Something about White

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on 02/21/2017 by Fastjames007

Man it’s something about the white. The pure innocence from being bad. Little you know that Jesus, the Son of God was a bad kid during childhood. So I’m thinking what’s so young and innocent can seem so bad and the young is just a virgin in their thoughts and attachment through development. As time goes by, you aren’t virgin anymore. You start smoking to the brink of self destruction along with unhealthy ways of eating and living. Then there come along a woman, so innocent as she seems walking in her role as a healer and nurturer to a man’s broken world. Not only the man but herself can be broken as well. A woman fulfill her obligation and duty to turn the tables to the smiles and happiness that were once prevalent in childhood. Don’t you think the childhood is dark and dandy? You go to sleep and the darkness consumes as it whisk you away and dream. It’s the dark and nothingness all around with no responsible to it. Apparently as I am writing this blog, dark could be innocent meanwhile white is incomprehensible, better known as bat-sh!t crazy in the open. Is it good or bad? You decide.


My parents have been happily married for 30 years which is the same age of mine. I was in the dark belly of the stomach, kicking to come out after winning the race to live. During growing up, I have witnessed a lot between them. I have noticed my dad was crying during the conversation with me, just Mano to Mano talk. So I’m just confused until I came across this picture with funny quote to justify my understanding of my parent’s relationship. I had the feeling that dad was just stuck and LOL-needs aren’t met everyday like he wanted or envision of. He was like, “Son, don’t you ever get….”. You get my drift. 

In my opinion, most marriage are holy and pure to made white in union by the state. There I said it because you have to have some kind of contract or license to acknowledge the state that they own this union and the state is obliged to deal with between unions and take everything they own. I don’t know too much about it but saying what I think and feel because marriage shouldn’t be bound by church and state. Once with the person, that’s automatically in spirit by marriage!