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A dark night of the soul arises from the ashes to the healing of Phoenix. Self affirm and be transformed by renewing the mind in repentance with understanding of lies have been told and built upon to crush. A soul awakened with tweaked mind is nothing to be trifled with!

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The Disobedience of Right Path

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Reconnect to Earth

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I been know that we, human beings, are responsible of the planet as we are not right now. We have been domesticated by technology that make our lives easier and ever more lazier. Have we noticed that the laziness come from the lack of energy from disconnecting ourselves from the source? The source that I’m talking about is planet earth with all its elements of nature and the knowledge of applying by touch, feeling and understanding nature. Currently we are at our lower selves which is our carnal desires along with one of evils called sloth. Sloth is one of the laziest sin that make us forget the source that is really important to our sanity and health. We go to work under the illusion that it’s right way. We must fight our lower selves and bring it to the spiritual plane where’s it’s free of materialism and the idea to work for unattainable ones. Then we get lazy and procrastinate because we have to work. It should not be the case because there are beings responsible for the destruction and disconnection of this planet in a way to manipulate our suffereings. This planet is an intelligent being as one in a whole while we are the collective consciousness that is negative. Apparently our common sense and consciousness is nothing good to begin with. In order to re-connect ourselves back to the planet, we must do the opposite and go back to the old ways of living to place our soles in some elements such as water and earth to mediate. Then we can find our true home within ourselves in heaven. Heaven is a place that starts from within as we know it from our collective conscious! We can change the misconception of laziness to the door of mediating in peace without having to work for it. Yea some of us might think we need to work make our clothes and use our brains to build a primitive technology. Thats how we started because we relied on our selves without the spirit and being banned from our God-sense when the original sin kicked in. However it’s something that we have to fight for and figure our way back to depend on the right things to evolve effectively. We are nothing without spirit with the nature. Right now we are relying the nature to survive with our brains but not the spirit. Get my drift? We are more than beings. We could hover in the air, fly to places that we couldn’t travel without harming the nature, develop some clairvoyance to telephone without harmful sound waves disrupting how we feel and sense things and so forth.

Libra Pink Moon

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 04/11/2017 by Fastjames007

So Virgo Amethyst is back still at it again with astronomical information. I don’t place my faith under the stars but it’s a worth a read when it has positive affirmations. Well what you should know about it? It’s pink up up there! It’s very well well unlikely indeed link to Syria bombing attacks and spiritual change everywhere in relationships. I myself didn’t realize this energy shift go with the pink moon that will come beginning on April 11 until May. Who knows? Little did I know that April is the beginning of seasons and renewal of all things. That’s why I like about it. Be the newer person. April month should be celebrated as new year anyway! So anyway in speaking of pink moon energy shift in Libra, my lunar sign is Leo and it’s perfect time to ensure order and justice among peers. So this is a journal entry that I shall continue.

At work, I’ve noticed one of my friend wanted to know me so bad. I’m assuming he’s just being a friend, playing games with me. First he caught up in a aguement with one of my distant cousin who is my fellow worker also. That guy was about to go off as if he was about to exchange fist with my fellow cousin. I had to go there to mediate the situation just because I’m curious and these two were close to me. If they were nobody I could relate to, I rather ignore and mind my business. That’s common sense of not sticking nose in ones business that possibly would either get mentally scarred or lose an eye. But I went up there soothe things out as they find me cool get along with and then later do work like supposed to without losing job in the process. I wanted everyone to be cool with each other. While things were winding down as if we get along as trees growing among other trees, I went each one individually and then either one told and look at me cool after they reconciled issues between themselves. End of journal entry.

That when pink moon in Libra came to mind. Could it be affecting my interactions with others? Libra is the Scale of Justice. Will some certain person be judged whose mind could either with or against me? In speaking of the individual who’s cool with me, could be playing games with me as if I’m a weak, enclosing details of myself as I’m trying to be a friend. That person could be packed with experience as others are attempting to know me when I’m a rarely a friendly person. Maybe heard the talks from others that was either negatively or positively told on me. So my friend is in the play because of that, a bold hearty move.  Now my lunar sign with this pink moon will play along and will be able to catch it. They shall be awestruck because I’m not that naive as I charge up my crystals tonight for major cleansing and mental strength to be unmoved by stupidity and to slice through BS like butter! 

 

Crush with Wednesday 

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Something about White

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Man it’s something about the white. The pure innocence from being bad. Little you know that Jesus, the Son of God was a bad kid during childhood. So I’m thinking what’s so young and innocent can seem so bad and the young is just a virgin in their thoughts and attachment through development. As time goes by, you aren’t virgin anymore. You start smoking to the brink of self destruction along with unhealthy ways of eating and living. Then there come along a woman, so innocent as she seems walking in her role as a healer and nurturer to a man’s broken world. Not only the man but herself can be broken as well. A woman fulfill her obligation and duty to turn the tables to the smiles and happiness that were once prevalent in childhood. Don’t you think the childhood is dark and dandy? You go to sleep and the darkness consumes as it whisk you away and dream. It’s the dark and nothingness all around with no responsible to it. Apparently as I am writing this blog, dark could be innocent meanwhile white is incomprehensible, better known as bat-sh!t crazy in the open. Is it good or bad? You decide.


My parents have been happily married for 30 years which is the same age of mine. I was in the dark belly of the stomach, kicking to come out after winning the race to live. During growing up, I have witnessed a lot between them. I have noticed my dad was crying during the conversation with me, just Mano to Mano talk. So I’m just confused until I came across this picture with funny quote to justify my understanding of my parent’s relationship. I had the feeling that dad was just stuck and LOL-needs aren’t met everyday like he wanted or envision of. He was like, “Son, don’t you ever get….”. You get my drift. 

In my opinion, most marriage are holy and pure to made white in union by the state. There I said it because you have to have some kind of contract or license to acknowledge the state that they own this union and the state is obliged to deal with between unions and take everything they own. I don’t know too much about it but saying what I think and feel because marriage shouldn’t be bound by church and state. Once with the person, that’s automatically in spirit by marriage!

Tapping of the Source 

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Here’s the thing that can and will work for the most including myself. There is knowledge where to tap that unlimitedness of infinite potential. Notice the ten in potential when it’s simply perfect. Knowing that perfection is in our being. We ask for strength to endure, strive, conquer, conflict and resolve. It all starts with you including myself. At first everything seems like a failure in every moment and amount to nothing with self loathing to depression. We don’t know how or even to understand we are the black sheeps in the society full of the proud and haughty spirits that adopt the traits of not caring of what happens to people of persons in suffering. Then they go on assuming for the best with selfish desires and vain luxuries of comfort! We sit and wade in self pity without confidence and don’t know the brighter side of the fence or the light of the tunnel you may say that is seemingly too long to reach. You see the homeless and the unfortunate by saying that’s what they deserve without offering assistance. Yet the burden seem overwhelming to be left alone. The darkness is undeniably unquenchable with its strongholds that wrap its chains in the chords of spirit. The fun, exciting part which is challenging is you, we and I can overcome, tapping the source of enegry within ourselves to make the walls of strongholds in spirit crumble. Then yet it will fear and wonder the brightness of its glory. How, you may say? The positive affirmations are to be used in the mind and then infect the goodness on the dark like syringe as it showily move itself away and knowing you, we and I are ready and equipped to embrace the glory, repetitive bells of freedom. The source sprays like water hose, shower like waterfalls and shine like sunrays ever so available and around about as we stand with the dark strongholds gripping ever so tightly. It dissolves when we repent, starting from the scratch in mind and applying positive affirmations like open sesame. 

Love can not die a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings. -Anaïs Nin

Say we don’t know! That is the problem. Love is there, the source which seem unattainable to reach and that is why we believe so hardly that we can tap the source. The more we can’t, the unbelievable it becomes. Impatience makes it well forgotten and it is just a star above our heads. It doesn’t happen overnight when you, we and I speak positive affirmations to existence, practically and gradually!