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Sticky Situation of Injustice

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 03/21/2017 by Fastjames007

Nowadays as the age catches up in the prime of maturity. You no longer engage with the silliness of youth. Yet employ bits of it for one is in solitude or there is one has a bit of extroversion but yet perceived overall introversion to be a “friend”. Friend don’t mean nothing. Could be anything with good or sinister behind it. It won’t be understood. We don’t want to bother. Our self-control break to bother the pain we are currently having such as jealousy or the hurt of what others have caused to get where they want or need to be. We look at what we don’t have and forgot what we have to build upon. There could be unfinished business to be taken care of whether it be improving your image to the standard of what you want individually. That’s a step and a daunting challenge. As much you know in the minds of others as they speak ill of you and gossip behind your back, there are certain few who is stuck with you, knowing who you are. They may be using you. It’s always got to be something benefits them once they know a little about you, nitpicking of weakness quietly in mind. Thus telling about too much yourself may do harm than telling a little and then wind up as a scapegoat.

Since this my blog I’m happy to share my encounter with a percilar person who came up to me with a farcade of a good woman as I am advoidant and unable to fall in her whims with intellect. Everyone is different with their own agenda and born with ways we cannot comprehend. There are broken few that we should be cautious about because what is broken should be left alone. As challenging as that person is, temptation was evident. I could see the sickness of a person had gone through games that we all play and get hurt in the process by looks alone. I shall not be the rebound, the revenge person with one whose mind is upon another deemed worse rather than my own. I do my thing in my terms which I’m a man enough to say that I should have someone soly on me and no one else matter. Then she said..

If you want it, you have to work for it!

WHAT! To work for it? As if one is God’s gift to mankind, I’m that needy and oh so dire in need for some company. I have a job that is physically demanding with no kids. I love myself no matter what situations and consequences may happen. If it wasn’t meant for me then it wasn’t! As for that person, I am being rubbed in all ways as I get stronger emotionally when I am grateful to have this experience of how games are played and get stuck when the heart isn’t immune to everything. What the heart can do and is indeed willing as it is being rubbed everywhere like friction, charged up to the game? Making unagreeable MFs fold at the height of my genuine savagery! There’s no need for me to make a person feel some way as I stand steadfast in the pinnacle of games! Who is the stupid one? You tell me!


This picture implies to an Aries whom I’m seeing from time to time for messing with the Virgo Amethyst! 

Adulterous generation

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 01/29/2017 by Fastjames007

Let me tell you something really real. I think something is trying to show me and make me understand the blue prints of an Almighty God! Today on January 29th prior to Valentine. I took a time to Netflix and chill all by my lonesome to my smarttv which is my girlfriend technically. I mean the tv. Don’t we hate to be single and just watch tv just for the fun of it to battle out the lonesome? Apparently too much knowledge is running through my mind as if being cautious to what actions to take that’s good for the soul. 


It is a good movie with great acting and twisted combos to understand what adultery is. Movie’s not real but adultery happens a lot to most people of young and old. It exists and represents the glory of an adulterous generation! It’s prevelant everywhere as we are rotten apples to the core. This whole movie help to understand for what it is and why adultery exist today as it is played out for entertainment. This movie will be my favorites to share along with Black Snake Moan as it represents passion. Now this movie show a crime of passion when a fellow man from New Orleans, I think, with an accent just like I have, caught a black man cheating on his wife. The man represented passion and know how to talk his way with women with his smoove Cajun accent. But he was cheated on! He was going to kill them. Somehow his anger ruled over him, killing them at the end. This movie was trying to rewind and show that he could have talk to them in prior to killing them and find the reasons of their cheating. He could have receive a lot of benefits of being the judge of their actions by playing it right, spiritually sound mind with anger.

Be angry and do not sin -Ephesians 4:26

It is funny how the mind works when the mate of your life that God has given you is blind. Somehow it was a failure that he killed them both instead of killing one of them. At the beginning of the movie, he was mindful with his mate as his mate called him through phone. They were talking sweet nothings about their anniversary as if he was going to do something awfully sweet. Then the plot twists when he came home to find his wife cheating on him as he came with the anniversary gifts. Then the movie would show what could have happened instead of killing them instantly for his mind to manifest the awful sweet fantasy between him and her! The manifestion was supposed to be the bad boy, forgiving the bad girl and living happily ever after in a good, sickly way. That’s a dangerous game but quick to anger ends the game!

Tapping of the Source 

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on 12/30/2016 by Fastjames007

Here’s the thing that can and will work for the most including myself. There is knowledge where to tap that unlimitedness of infinite potential. Notice the ten in potential when it’s simply perfect. Knowing that perfection is in our being. We ask for strength to endure, strive, conquer, conflict and resolve. It all starts with you including myself. At first everything seems like a failure in every moment and amount to nothing with self loathing to depression. We don’t know how or even to understand we are the black sheeps in the society full of the proud and haughty spirits that adopt the traits of not caring of what happens to people of persons in suffering. Then they go on assuming for the best with selfish desires and vain luxuries of comfort! We sit and wade in self pity without confidence and don’t know the brighter side of the fence or the light of the tunnel you may say that is seemingly too long to reach. You see the homeless and the unfortunate by saying that’s what they deserve without offering assistance. Yet the burden seem overwhelming to be left alone. The darkness is undeniably unquenchable with its strongholds that wrap its chains in the chords of spirit. The fun, exciting part which is challenging is you, we and I can overcome, tapping the source of enegry within ourselves to make the walls of strongholds in spirit crumble. Then yet it will fear and wonder the brightness of its glory. How, you may say? The positive affirmations are to be used in the mind and then infect the goodness on the dark like syringe as it showily move itself away and knowing you, we and I are ready and equipped to embrace the glory, repetitive bells of freedom. The source sprays like water hose, shower like waterfalls and shine like sunrays ever so available and around about as we stand with the dark strongholds gripping ever so tightly. It dissolves when we repent, starting from the scratch in mind and applying positive affirmations like open sesame. 

Love can not die a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings. -Anaïs Nin

Say we don’t know! That is the problem. Love is there, the source which seem unattainable to reach and that is why we believe so hardly that we can tap the source. The more we can’t, the unbelievable it becomes. Impatience makes it well forgotten and it is just a star above our heads. It doesn’t happen overnight when you, we and I speak positive affirmations to existence, practically and gradually!