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Libra Pink Moon

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 04/11/2017 by Fastjames007

So Virgo Amethyst is back still at it again with astronomical information. I don’t place my faith under the stars but it’s a worth a read when it has positive affirmations. Well what you should know about it? It’s pink up up there! It’s very well well unlikely indeed link to Syria bombing attacks and spiritual change everywhere in relationships. I myself didn’t realize this energy shift go with the pink moon that will come beginning on April 11 until May. Who knows? Little did I know that April is the beginning of seasons and renewal of all things. That’s why I like about it. Be the newer person. April month should be celebrated as new year anyway! So anyway in speaking of pink moon energy shift in Libra, my lunar sign is Leo and it’s perfect time to ensure order and justice among peers. So this is a journal entry that I shall continue.

At work, I’ve noticed one of my friend wanted to know me so bad. I’m assuming he’s just being a friend, playing games with me. First he caught up in a aguement with one of my distant cousin who is my fellow worker also. That guy was about to go off as if he was about to exchange fist with my fellow cousin. I had to go there to mediate the situation just because I’m curious and these two were close to me. If they were nobody I could relate to, I rather ignore and mind my business. That’s common sense of not sticking nose in ones business that possibly would either get mentally scarred or lose an eye. But I went up there soothe things out as they find me cool get along with and then later do work like supposed to without losing job in the process. I wanted everyone to be cool with each other. While things were winding down as if we get along as trees growing among other trees, I went each one individually and then either one told and look at me cool after they reconciled issues between themselves. End of journal entry.

That when pink moon in Libra came to mind. Could it be affecting my interactions with others? Libra is the Scale of Justice. Will some certain person be judged whose mind could either with or against me? In speaking of the individual who’s cool with me, could be playing games with me as if I’m a weak, enclosing details of myself as I’m trying to be a friend. That person could be packed with experience as others are attempting to know me when I’m a rarely a friendly person. Maybe heard the talks from others that was either negatively or positively told on me. So my friend is in the play because of that, a bold hearty move.  Now my lunar sign with this pink moon will play along and will be able to catch it. They shall be awestruck because I’m not that naive as I charge up my crystals tonight for major cleansing and mental strength to be unmoved by stupidity and to slice through BS like butter! 


Journal entry 3-Wise Circumstances 

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , on 11/14/2016 by Fastjames007

The last two days was the emotional combination of sadness and anger as I hid in poker face until yesterday. I saw a group of two, the person I like a little bit and a other laughing like fool usually. The pair was just getting through the day as I walk alone observant of the circumstances as I worked and peeked with my little eye. The manager put me in another area without telling me the reason, leading me to think there was a motive behind when they tell they are trying to help ones production goals. I don’t believe and trust when they say that when the motive could be to crumble you down and keep the ones they like. Who I am is what I am, a slient and distant man of less interaction to cause smiles and the heating tongues of backtalk of ones character. I shouldn’t be more than dandy with these fools laughing endlessly to be the apple of mangers’ eye when they don’t really meet their production goals. So I went to human resource to clarify and tell what was my situation in order to secure my position. I had been written up before but now it’s clean in my record. Yet mangers wonder about my work ethic and the fighting spirit just to stay the way like we supposed to do no matter how unrealistic, difficult and demanding the situation was and is. Yesterday, it was a good day as I was in my zone in the arena they put me in as they come check on me and clarify about my situation once after they learned I reported on them. In my new area, I doubt it’s for the weekend until they put me back to the old area, the laughing fool was my co partner for the day as I kept silent and unplugged my heart to be a friend. I was working in my zone and watching him with my side eyes as he acting as a friend and guessing who I am when I was hard to open up. I totally shutdown all day, breaking smile out of poker face while reminiscing the funny moments and remembering the old qualities I had just like the laughing fool. 

Even a fool, when he holdeth his peace, is counted wise: and he that shutteth his lips is esteemed a man of understanding. -Proverbs 17:28