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A dark night of the soul arises from the ashes to the healing of Phoenix. Self affirm and be transformed by renewing the mind in repentance with understanding of lies have been told and built upon to crush. A soul awakened with tweaked mind is nothing to be trifled with!

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , on 08/08/2017 by Fastjames007

Reconnect to Earth

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , on 07/18/2017 by Fastjames007


I been know that we, human beings, are responsible of the planet as we are not right now. We have been domesticated by technology that make our lives easier and ever more lazier. Have we noticed that the laziness come from the lack of energy from disconnecting ourselves from the source? The source that I’m talking about is planet earth with all its elements of nature and the knowledge of applying by touch, feeling and understanding nature. Currently we are at our lower selves which is our carnal desires along with one of evils called sloth. Sloth is one of the laziest sin that make us forget the source that is really important to our sanity and health. We go to work under the illusion that it’s right way. We must fight our lower selves and bring it to the spiritual plane where’s it’s free of materialism and the idea to work for unattainable ones. Then we get lazy and procrastinate because we have to work. It should not be the case because there are beings responsible for the destruction and disconnection of this planet in a way to manipulate our suffereings. This planet is an intelligent being as one in a whole while we are the collective consciousness that is negative. Apparently our common sense and consciousness is nothing good to begin with. In order to re-connect ourselves back to the planet, we must do the opposite and go back to the old ways of living to place our soles in some elements such as water and earth to mediate. Then we can find our true home within ourselves in heaven. Heaven is a place that starts from within as we know it from our collective conscious! We can change the misconception of laziness to the door of mediating in peace without having to work for it. Yea some of us might think we need to work make our clothes and use our brains to build a primitive technology. Thats how we started because we relied on our selves without the spirit and being banned from our God-sense when the original sin kicked in. However it’s something that we have to fight for and figure our way back to depend on the right things to evolve effectively. We are nothing without spirit with the nature. Right now we are relying the nature to survive with our brains but not the spirit. Get my drift? We are more than beings. We could hover in the air, fly to places that we couldn’t travel without harming the nature, develop some clairvoyance to telephone without harmful sound waves disrupting how we feel and sense things and so forth.

Sticky Situation of Injustice

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 03/21/2017 by Fastjames007

Nowadays as the age catches up in the prime of maturity. You no longer engage with the silliness of youth. Yet employ bits of it for one is in solitude or there is one has a bit of extroversion but yet perceived overall introversion to be a “friend”. Friend don’t mean nothing. Could be anything with good or sinister behind it. It won’t be understood. We don’t want to bother. Our self-control break to bother the pain we are currently having such as jealousy or the hurt of what others have caused to get where they want or need to be. We look at what we don’t have and forgot what we have to build upon. There could be unfinished business to be taken care of whether it be improving your image to the standard of what you want individually. That’s a step and a daunting challenge. As much you know in the minds of others as they speak ill of you and gossip behind your back, there are certain few who is stuck with you, knowing who you are. They may be using you. It’s always got to be something benefits them once they know a little about you, nitpicking of weakness quietly in mind. Thus telling about too much yourself may do harm than telling a little and then wind up as a scapegoat.

Since this my blog I’m happy to share my encounter with a percilar person who came up to me with a farcade of a good woman as I am advoidant and unable to fall in her whims with intellect. Everyone is different with their own agenda and born with ways we cannot comprehend. There are broken few that we should be cautious about because what is broken should be left alone. As challenging as that person is, temptation was evident. I could see the sickness of a person had gone through games that we all play and get hurt in the process by looks alone. I shall not be the rebound, the revenge person with one whose mind is upon another deemed worse rather than my own. I do my thing in my terms which I’m a man enough to say that I should have someone soly on me and no one else matter. Then she said..

If you want it, you have to work for it!

WHAT! To work for it? As if one is God’s gift to mankind, I’m that needy and oh so dire in need for some company. I have a job that is physically demanding with no kids. I love myself no matter what situations and consequences may happen. If it wasn’t meant for me then it wasn’t! As for that person, I am being rubbed in all ways as I get stronger emotionally when I am grateful to have this experience of how games are played and get stuck when the heart isn’t immune to everything. What the heart can do and is indeed willing as it is being rubbed everywhere like friction, charged up to the game? Making unagreeable MFs fold at the height of my genuine savagery! There’s no need for me to make a person feel some way as I stand steadfast in the pinnacle of games! Who is the stupid one? You tell me!


This picture implies to an Aries whom I’m seeing from time to time for messing with the Virgo Amethyst! 

Grisly World of Horrors

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , on 03/15/2017 by Fastjames007

As I sit and write this blog, killing the boredom. I come to find there is no place like horrors. It’s a necessity to fuel the excitement as we adore and celebrate fear!

This woman here portrays as a ghost of the boat. Could be a criuse of yesterday when it had sunken in the middle of the motherland’s stolen ocean. 

Everybody pays. Everybody suffers. Thought the boy with blood all over his face, which implicate that he could have been bullied. Perhaps it could be other way around to witness the hands of sin.

This man sitting on the corner for his enjoyment under the mask of a demon. What deceit and mischief he have upon his knee? Waiting to trip for his own amusement.

This is no ordinary drawf as you see in the street. No one want to befriend a freak. Yet he has bitter hatred of where the world really belongs to.

His eyes are the window of the soul to spook and bring chills to the spine when holding dollars of one country for the exchange of heavy drugs. There’s no cure beyond the gate of hell.

I is hungry. Saith the woman of cannibalism. There are men cheating. There are assholes delightful to eat. Wrath no fury as the woman scorned when ugly is indeed the beauty.

Could it be envious to the oppressor of capitalism when ritual of sacrifice is the norm behind closed doors on the fields. Spilled blood in the name of moolah to stay atop and eat.

Marriage defines this union which is prevalent in the society when one man is in touch of his demons from experience to attract. No woman wants a man to coward under the belly of the beast that symbolizes change.


There’s a creep among in the streets. The mind perceive what it cannot when there could be anyone. Always living and beware in fear as twisted it may seem.

God Whipped Nola

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , on 02/08/2017 by Fastjames007

Maaaaan, something is up in my gut. That’s intuition. On Monday there were series of tornados touched down in New Orleans. That’s the sign of God acknowledging his presence approximately 75 miles away from I live. At that time I thought of something about the stunna man, the musical mogul of the music entertainment and applied it on facebook without any conscious thought about what could happen. Then tornados happened the day after I thought of a stunnaman.

Behold, a whirlwind of the lord has gone forth in fury, even a greiveous whirlwind: it shall fall upon the head of the wicked.– Jeremiah 23:19

It tells me New Orleans is known as a wicked place of countless natural disasters. This place seem can’t catch a break from whipping! It’s a coincidence when I watched Adulterers on Netflix as this movie was filmed in New Orleans. So apparently it could be a hot spot for adulteries that is taking place along with voodoo and sodomy. Call this post delusional. This is what I’m seeing as if the Almighty is trying to tell something. I can catch all that! If I ain’t connect the dots, whatcha call dat!

Adulterous generation

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 01/29/2017 by Fastjames007

Let me tell you something really real. I think something is trying to show me and make me understand the blue prints of an Almighty God! Today on January 29th prior to Valentine. I took a time to Netflix and chill all by my lonesome to my smarttv which is my girlfriend technically. I mean the tv. Don’t we hate to be single and just watch tv just for the fun of it to battle out the lonesome? Apparently too much knowledge is running through my mind as if being cautious to what actions to take that’s good for the soul. 


It is a good movie with great acting and twisted combos to understand what adultery is. Movie’s not real but adultery happens a lot to most people of young and old. It exists and represents the glory of an adulterous generation! It’s prevelant everywhere as we are rotten apples to the core. This whole movie help to understand for what it is and why adultery exist today as it is played out for entertainment. This movie will be my favorites to share along with Black Snake Moan as it represents passion. Now this movie show a crime of passion when a fellow man from New Orleans, I think, with an accent just like I have, caught a black man cheating on his wife. The man represented passion and know how to talk his way with women with his smoove Cajun accent. But he was cheated on! He was going to kill them. Somehow his anger ruled over him, killing them at the end. This movie was trying to rewind and show that he could have talk to them in prior to killing them and find the reasons of their cheating. He could have receive a lot of benefits of being the judge of their actions by playing it right, spiritually sound mind with anger.

Be angry and do not sin -Ephesians 4:26

It is funny how the mind works when the mate of your life that God has given you is blind. Somehow it was a failure that he killed them both instead of killing one of them. At the beginning of the movie, he was mindful with his mate as his mate called him through phone. They were talking sweet nothings about their anniversary as if he was going to do something awfully sweet. Then the plot twists when he came home to find his wife cheating on him as he came with the anniversary gifts. Then the movie would show what could have happened instead of killing them instantly for his mind to manifest the awful sweet fantasy between him and her! The manifestion was supposed to be the bad boy, forgiving the bad girl and living happily ever after in a good, sickly way. That’s a dangerous game but quick to anger ends the game!

The Grinning Joker

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 01/25/2017 by Fastjames007

It’s been a hellvua of past couple of weeks. Since I have limited resources to be grateful for a latter breakthrough. I never felt confident than ever before to see how the game is played among the peers. I do struggle with trust issues and the ability to deal with it. I’m a young, exceptional man with any means to brag. I mean what I say because it’s a positive affirmation to paint the picture of my own existence through experience. I’ve notice young men and old are currently struggling with their image or it could be the ability to bond with others to improve their status and standards. Standards is what “you” can build upon self but not living to others that seem to appear somewhat a weakling or undesirable. 


Nowadays it’s all about the appearance before engaging with someone to judge the personality of an appearance. I’ve noticed that when I was slim and happen to attract the game-players of relations of others. I started to workout with my mind along with the body as If I’m unbothered of emotions. I try my best to appear cold in meanwhile full of with fire of jealousy, using the vibe of sorrow to build with zealous pride to spread the contagious attitude among my peers that I’m not a punk to be dealt with but come with respect. As of now I am eating respect like in my favorite plate of lomien noodles, sesame chicken, egg rolls, cream cheese wontons and coconut shrimps to have them guessing. My poker face has them respect me even more as I pull the strings without doing nothing but stand with an unstrikeable pose as my shoulders lean and my head tilt to the side. I may be narcissistic as some may call it from a psychological field or standpoint. I’m no different than a sociopath or a psychopath. It’s the dire circumstances that make me stronger to be who I am to accept the harsh reality where I can’t control what others think but to be mad with sorrow masked in poker face of a grinning joker. Later I will have the final laugh since I am having fun with the emotion I’m currently experimenting of not making the move to justify anything. It’s their move as I build myself to be the standard of desire and the boundary dared to be crossed!