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The mind is terrible thing to waste but yet is all powerful. That is the hidden truth! No wonder why this chaotic world smash positive and negatives with each other like unknown particles of the unseen space. The negativity can be contagious to the mind and attract profanity and violence like a gun and spear. Better yet to battle cry your way through by any means to be positive, persistent and acknowledge your own existence!

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on 08/08/2017 by Fastjames007

A dark night of the soul arises from the ashes to the healing of Phoenix. Self affirm and be transformed by renewing the mind in repentance with understanding of lies have been told and built upon to crush. A soul awakened with tweaked mind is nothing to be trifled with!

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , on 08/08/2017 by Fastjames007

The Grinning Joker

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 01/25/2017 by Fastjames007

It’s been a hellvua of past couple of weeks. Since I have limited resources to be grateful for a latter breakthrough. I never felt confident than ever before to see how the game is played among the peers. I do struggle with trust issues and the ability to deal with it. I’m a young, exceptional man with any means to brag. I mean what I say because it’s a positive affirmation to paint the picture of my own existence through experience. I’ve notice young men and old are currently struggling with their image or it could be the ability to bond with others to improve their status and standards. Standards is what “you” can build upon self but not living to others that seem to appear somewhat a weakling or undesirable. 


Nowadays it’s all about the appearance before engaging with someone to judge the personality of an appearance. I’ve noticed that when I was slim and happen to attract the game-players of relations of others. I started to workout with my mind along with the body as If I’m unbothered of emotions. I try my best to appear cold in meanwhile full of with fire of jealousy, using the vibe of sorrow to build with zealous pride to spread the contagious attitude among my peers that I’m not a punk to be dealt with but come with respect. As of now I am eating respect like in my favorite plate of lomien noodles, sesame chicken, egg rolls, cream cheese wontons and coconut shrimps to have them guessing. My poker face has them respect me even more as I pull the strings without doing nothing but stand with an unstrikeable pose as my shoulders lean and my head tilt to the side. I may be narcissistic as some may call it from a psychological field or standpoint. I’m no different than a sociopath or a psychopath. It’s the dire circumstances that make me stronger to be who I am to accept the harsh reality where I can’t control what others think but to be mad with sorrow masked in poker face of a grinning joker. Later I will have the final laugh since I am having fun with the emotion I’m currently experimenting of not making the move to justify anything. It’s their move as I build myself to be the standard of desire and the boundary dared to be crossed!

Just Be Yourself 

Posted in writing-blogging with tags , , , , , , , , , on 11/03/2016 by Fastjames007


It is glorious to be yourself when God has made who you are and made no mistakes about who you are than you think it. As you go thru life and walk among, you notice what you can and can’t do. Some how what you can’t do isn’t beneficial enough. Worry about you and figure out what his plan to have you in his kingdom which starts in the mind. Meanwhile it take so long when the mass of ignorance doesn’t become beneficiaries but enemies to your mind and soul as you battle your breakthrough. It’s glorious to be yourself as the butterflies came out of its cocoon one by one, day by day. You cannot change to fit the desires of others view about you. It’s what they want to feel otherwise. However you can transform their mindset about you as if it were butterflies swarming all of its beauty without savagery. You just be still and imagine what situations could benefit. There are qualities yet to be discovered as you be still and observe what you are and what you could get meanwhile others could wish to have the qualities you had, but yet wishing you could have theirs while you think you can’t do which was counterproductive all along.